My roommate Shanelle gave me the "fearless" bracelet you can see in the picture. I really really love it. I was looking for a leather bracelet everywhere but I could not decide on the color, style or size. This one is just perfect.
When you live your life and do things in a certain way, you most of the time don't realize how other people see you. Being in California opened my eyes on who I am, or at least on what people see in me. Shanelle always tells me "Kim you are so fearless." It's really stunning how people see something in you, that you obviously show them but maybe don't think about or realize. I never thought I am fearless, I even thought the exact opposite. Before I left every one told me "You will have a blast", "You will love it"or "When you're there you don't want to come back anymore" ... OK ... they were ALL right!!! I know...anyways... I was terrified coming here. It freaked me out, I even sat with my mom crying about how scared I am. But I guess this is exactly what makes me fearless to some people, doing things even though you are scared. The scary things are most fun I guess!
I always wanted to go to the US. When I was younger it was my dream to spend a year in an American high school or something but I never had the balls to do it. I was sooo proud of my little brother when he went to Canada (guess his balls were big enough, haha). He did what I was not fearless enough for!
Now is my time. Maybe I was not ready when I was younger, maybe I had to grow and know more about me to really be able to enjoy this. Being fearless does not mean the same to anyone. For Shanelle it might be travelling the world, for my sister it is skydiving (??) and for me it is... THIS:
It's
a song I wrote, or better, just the lyrics, the music to it is still
missing. I don't know if they are good, or bad or even useful to make a
song out
of them, if not it's just a poem about life. I was really scared posting this to you but my friends convinced me to show some nuts and not be afraid ... be fearless instead!!!
Hope you like it and feel
free to MAKE A SONG out of it!
If you do, please let me hear it.

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